So, I am going to start my dream journal back up again. Even if no one reads it. I still have epic dreams and wonderful awful nightmares that I write time to time. But, I am gong to start writing them down more and post them here. My life right now is in a blur and I don't feel great of where I am. And so I need to get my mind off of things and focus on not losing it.
Right now I am back with my parents... and trying to figure out if I can afford a apartment back where my job is. Which is a 40 min to hour long drive from here. I am deeply in love with someone but my life feels so out of place. I am trying hard to keep writing to finish a novel and post it online for sell on ebook sites. And trying hard to save money for Austin and to move there. I want to save money for school there too but pay it off before I grad. It will all take time... and I hate time.
But, I have to stay strong... even when I fill like falling... I have to just keep smiling. Like, I am not broken inside.
:| I will be okay. JUST RUFF spot right now...